sometimes i just wish you come online and allow me to talk the day away. even if you were to have a date with your girlfreind but you realized how much i needed someone to listen to me.

and you would cancle it and listen to me.

but hell you are a guy and you wouldn't realize if i need you there or not. you've clearly stated this when i broke into tears around you twice and you offered no supposrt.

except you did tell me it didn't look like i was crying.

one day i'll say something to you and our friendship wil never be the same. because you'll finally see all the truth behind me. and y ou'll finally see i can't always be happy.

but until then i'll just wish you'd come online and say hi first and just let me say anything. with out me or you haveing to say.......

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